all of my thoughts have been leaked out through text messages, facebook posts, IMs, emails, and scribblings in a notebook. none have made it to the blog i started to consolidate all of these things. i guess it's kind of why i stopped producing anything for anyone other than myself. i wondered why i was putting it out there (granted, "putting it out there" used to mean spending all night at kinko's, stapling pages together for hours, and even more hours at the post office). and i have all of these pages laid out- cut and paste. words typed on a typewriter. physical matter that doesnt matter.